Still Waiting

Wednesday, January 02, 2008

i've been really lazy to blog recently... when the urge comes my comp at home is down n since its the weekends i cant use the comp at work...zzz

den when im at work i'm always playing the latest games n blogging comes later.. lol. just went blog hopping n all my friends have so many updates! during xmas, hui bdae n during new year. lol~ maybe i should update some as well =)

during christmas it wasnt much of a big thing, but its my 3rd time celebrating xmas with gabby and this year is the one i enjoyed most in church. at least this year i know how to sing the songs =) luckily for me, there are no aunties who sing like soap opera behind me. lol~ and this year's christmas at the church i was very touched... COS GAB FIRST TIME EVER PRAISE TT I LOOK PRETTY WITHOUT ME ASKING HIM!!!! hahahaha~ i was really happy lah cos he always never say one unless i ask him lol.

ok so on christmas day itself its just bbq n simple stuff... hahaha today gab's gonna reveal the big present ive been dd for him for the past few weeks.. hope he lik it tho~!! its a very big framed up puzzle. lol. i told him to make a guess what will be inside. he said... erm poster? LOL~ den i looked at him for a moment like very shocked, den i told him..."how u know one????" (just to make him less suspicious hahhahaha~ cos real surprise is there when u least expect it. hahaha~)many things were running thru my mind when he told me "poster?" cos i was wondering he might be lying so it doesnt seem so obvious or wad. hahaha~ den i bought gab's mum a shawl wrappd up like a sushi roll.. den when i pass her the pressie i said,"sushi roll" den she really thought it was. HAHA!! den she still tell the rest tt i gave her sushi roll cos i want her to cook more when i went home XD LOLLOLLOLLOLLOL. gab told me one. hahaha~ den when she realised its a shawl i guess she's quite shocked bah XD

so ya.. i have a lot of lovely presents, necklaces, braclets, tube top(from msia!!~) pouch n stuff.. so happy!! =) nice nice xmas! all the presents from dear was really lovely n i liked it so much, more than any other years =D

then came hui's bday...mind's cafe is alright lah, quite fun just tt the seats arent too comfy loh. the best game is the ugly ugly ugly ugly ugly one.. ~~~ tts like so.... better than nerds. XD HAHAHAHAHA~ we can use poker cards to play tt next time too. =D i really hate tt bloody waiter. even if he cant make a good waiter, at least can have nan ren feng du(gentlemen) den be nicer to female customers? somemore im a pretty female customer too. HAHAHAHA~ anyway. just cant believe he wanted to know where the straw is just so tt we wun dirty the environment. so what, u're a rude waiter so u gotta clean up ok and not me. HMPH. im so bloody pissed with tt stupid waiter loh. he's damn ugly YET stuck up. pls lah. no assets liao at least be a better man okay. shithead. *pukes at him* if i have a middle finger i'll point it at him loh. chey~

ok ya so tt day was quite uncomfortable cos of the stupid tube loh.. like so unstable.. hahaha. anyway was quite glad tt tian can come oso... so ya.. quite happy loh at least full G6 is there..=) den we went to fish n co loh.. but quite cold there leh cos i think its very dark n quite boring, so hui was very silent there. lol but poor hui was made to stand on the chair n felt so uncomfy. hahaha~ den after tt hui became hyper and keep forcing us to eat and keep making my hair. and stupid cy keep pushing my head oso loh. so pek chek loh. im a GIRL ok, no matter how boyish i look n behave. =) after tt went giraffe.. guess i was really tired by then and i fell aslp before the waiteress came n take our order. lol. its quite comfy there but the table seems quite dirty so i didnt dare to lay my head down. but i still prefer the one at hotel rendezvous cos we cant cuddle up closely n talk. lol~

after tt when we left sth unhappy happened bah. sorry for the extreme reaction tt u all thought it was.. but its cos maybe alreadt very uncomfy plus the fact tt i felt rly rly embarrassed loh... so ya.. on the train these thoughts keep running thru my mind.."issit bcos i wasnt a good fren so tts why they wanted to play this prank? or issit i've done sth wrong? maybe i shld not interfere so much in everything. maybe im not impt at all in their lives." aiya, emo so all these stupid questions came out. but ya... it feels different when u're in it and when u're looking from outsider's opinion. when i think from my friend's view.. it feels like i've been a complete idiot n i shld have just laughed it off n pretend to be happy. but from my view it feels like i totally have the complete right to get upset n stuff.. bcos im a girl and these emotions just cant be controlled.. sigh. so ya. sorry for ruining hui's bday.. was totally disappointed and angry with everyone when it happened =( its my pms period as well. ='(

hmm so ya back to new yr celebration.. stayed over at jy hse... i tot everyone can one loh... in the end only i stayed over. it was quite cold when i met up with hui n cy first.. and den i learnt tt both are not staying over so i became super sian-ed and unhappy loh.ya tt explains my quiet behaviour. but when we reached jy hse n played ard it became better bah.. ya more open up and more noisy loh. it's so fun at jy hse cos i feel like im shopping =) her uni friends came but they were quite friendly so didnt feel very left out lah. esp when ive seen them before. AND I PROMISE THE NEXT TIME I'M GG OUT WITH THEM I'LL DRESS UP VERY VERY VERY NICELY. =) haha only the ones present will know. =) we also had a really nice chat, and i prayed tt god can let me see clearly how deep my love is. :) in the end only i stayed over n me n jy just casually chat until 5+am.. den we slept immediately man.. didnt even chat to sleep or what. HAHA. den gabby came very very early to send me home.. very happy he is so nice to me.. i dunno how to appreciate and i pray to god to let me appreciate all he's done for me.. ya n i woke up at 10 plus with a pimple IN my nose! dammit! "ripe" alrd but it wldn't POP!!! argh. luckily not very obvious =D hehehehe~ oh ya and kudos to jy's mum for all the nice food and everything. did help her do anything oso. so pai seh. and very sorry for her cos she's been dd all the chores n not resting loh. i like jy's mum alot. she feels like our age. and she's good at +1-1!!! haha better den jy lol~ XD

ok ya my pimple just popped. =) yay~ but it hurts okay! imagine a pimple in between ur nostrils... tt area very sensitive rite? same for inside the nose. it hurts THAT much. lol~ and it popped right here in my office. haha looks like im digging nose lo. so heng nobody passing by. haha. n i have a lot of shit in my butt! i can tell from the fact tt i've been farting non stop for quite some time since i woke up. lol~ ok erase any scene in ur mind~~~ oh ya... i have sth to mention loh. ytd after leaving jy hse at 10 plus i reach home at 11 like tt n went back to sleep till 3.15pm. n u know what? after dinner time i still dozed off on the sofa. imagine how tired i am~~~ so ya i woke up at 3.15 to see everyone cleaning up the hse as if its chinese new year. so i decided to do my part my cleaning the shoes rack outside my hse. i threw away all the seh kor(rotten or rotting ot mouldy) shoes and those we dun wear anymore. so i started on the second shoe rack and GUESS WHAT!!!!! OMG i saw a few mouldy shoe boxes tts been with us for years and weathered many stormy rains so u can guess how disgusting it is. but im dead sure sth will be living in it loh. den i slowly opened them... coast clear. so i removed this old mouldy box above a pair of slippers. and VIOLA! A FULL GROWN COCKROACH WAS ON THE SLIPPER BELOW THE BOX!!! NOTHING CAN EVER DESCRIBE HOW I FELT AT THAT MOMENT!! so ok i decided to write it down in frames of 1/2 second.

0.5 sec : i was "admiring" the nice brown shiny coat of the cockroach's wings and its feelers. i cant bring myself to look at the head. at tt second i was so amazed st the size of the cockroach.

1 sec : now my brain started to function and its telling me its an adult cockroach that can FLY! i saw its feelers moving and all my goosebumps started to work its magic. my mouth is widening and a loud "waaaaaaaaaaaaa" is about to come out from it. my finger lost all its strength and it let go of the box.

1.5 sec : i realised i shld make a dash for it but well. after squatting for sooooo long, my legs have lesser blood than the upper body. so apparantly my body moved first before my legs can start to move away. my scream is now so loud it can travel down n up by 2 stories.

2 sec : at this moment, i deeply understand what "legs rooted to the ground" means. my body is now in an "S" shape and my legs are still stuck at the same position, but my body is my the far left towards the hse door already.

2.5 sec : i can finally straighten my body tho i still feel a tinge of "jelli-ness"

3 sec and more: i ran all the way into the hse kitchen without softening my scream and my sisters ran after me and we locked the kitchen door. then we all screamed " pa! outside got cockroach!"

after a while he came back and he told us tt he threw the cockroach downstairs.. so we closed the door again telling him tt cockroach can actually fly. LOL~ tts my MOST horrible COCKROACH SCARE... n everywhere i go n do n eat... i cant get tt ka ka out of my mind. ARGH. the end.

ok back to normal mode..omg... after this festive season i've been eating SOOO MUCH lo...xmas day is bbq n eat sooooo much.. den hui bday.. wah lao tt day i eat super a lot loh... n super full but i still keep eating. during the weekends i guess 29 n 30 i've also been sleeping till v v v late and wake up straight away eat n eat n eat.. like no moment tt i've actually stopped my mouth at all.. den at jy hse oso! eat eat eat! i even had dinner at home liao loh...at jy hse still eat non stop.. haha keep pinching the fishballs..den ytd!!!!!! wake up liao found out there's a bowl of noodles for me.. den eat it up..den at night got feast cos relatives all come n celebrate...zzzz den after tt i still ate durian strudel and ice cream!!!! omg sinful~~~ oh ya speaking abt tt the cake in tian's blog looks yummy. OMg ok i shld stop thinking abt food... after so much food last night, this morning my stomach still growl so loudly like a fart loh. gosh. now im thinking abt the cup noodles in my bag. ARGH and i didnt bring the corn my mum painstakingly plucked for me ytd.. so SIANNNNNN.... gosh. so today i've decided to ask gab to go jogging with me liao =) heheh yay~ mus jog off all the fatsssssss~

okay so its the new year again! im gonna write myself a list of new year resolution! (its for show more than to follow cos last year's one i didnt even take an extra look at it by 5 jan.)

NEW YEAR RESOLUTION:
1) learn to be more appreciative
2) reduce tt bit of fats left.
3) save up more money for our planned china trip at end of the year.
4) dun buy so much clothes
5) love gabriel more and do more things for him
6) try to be understanding to everyone esp my friends n family
7) be a better friend tho i dunno how to go abt dd it
8) create a bday as perfect as possible for my friends
9) of cos not forgetting i owe baby one nice bday this year cos last year's was really horrible.
10) be prettier and pimples free!
11) dun spend money freely and like water
12) dun swoon over handsome guys so much liao.

ya i guess tts all.. will add again if there's more! long blog rite!!!! i type for over 1 hr ok!

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